Good at It Is Not the Same as Wanting It
I am a good directly responsible individual in an emergency, and I do well against a reasonable deadline. That does not mean I want to live there. Manual toil is shoveling fertilizer: someone has to do it sometimes, it should rotate, and once it passes half the job you stop building. The way out is to build the machine that does the shoveling, and the hardest pile is the one that arrives from another team's pipeline.